“Yes.” Peter was an honest man. If something heard wasn’t like he didn’t hesitate to make it known. It wasn’t like Peter was disgusted, it was just that he didn’t understand how he was shaped that way – what had happened to him to make himself decide that men were better to take to bed rather than some girl. Peter couldn’t even begin to imagine how it would be like to be with a man, but aside all else there was some part of him that could see the physical attraction.
Now, it made Peter wonder what it would have been like if he had found Adam sooner in his future. He wondered if something inside of him would have clicked to make himself decide that he didn’t have to just hold himself against one person – against Niki. That he could have easily confided himself in Adam and he would have taken him in just as easily as he had the Peter in this timeline.
“And then again, it doesn’t.” He found himself saying in amazement, the lonely side of himself slowly surfacing as he sat there quietly, his coffee still untouched.
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Now, it made Peter wonder what it would have been like if he had found Adam sooner in his future. He wondered if something inside of him would have clicked to make himself decide that he didn’t have to just hold himself against one person – against Niki. That he could have easily confided himself in Adam and he would have taken him in just as easily as he had the Peter in this timeline.
“And then again, it doesn’t.” He found himself saying in amazement, the lonely side of himself slowly surfacing as he sat there quietly, his coffee still untouched.