[10spot] 059 -- Ten People You've Hurt

[changehistory]

1. Hiro
2. Kaito
3. Angela
4. Victoria
5. Arthur
6. Bob
7. Elle
8. Peter
9. Yaeko
10. Jack

Some I'm even sorry for. Some. Possibly half, but do not attempt to hold me to that.

Comments

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure if I should feel relief that I am at the bottom of the list or not, though I'm not really sure I like being on the list at all.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

It wasn't in any particular order, Jack. Not by amount of hurt or chronological hurt or...It isn't in any order.

I don't like you being on it, either.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

I wasn't assuming it was, though I happen to know that these sort of things happen to have at least the order that they came to mind, and knowing that things didn't come to mind straight away? Can't blame me for a bit of relief.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

Perhaps it's the...I don't know. Perhaps they should have, only...it wasn't a personal...

I never meant to hurt you. It wasn't intentional.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

If I thought you meant to hurt me? We wouldn't be in the place we are now.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

Right. Good. I mean..no, it is. Good. That you didn't think that.

[mortgaged-soul.livejournal.com]

The funny thing is, you're the last person I let hurt me. Never again after that.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

Good.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

And I hurt you as well. We have both dealt each other a great deal of pain.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

They do say you hurt the one you...love...the most.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

It must be true. We do it too well, Kensei. We have to stop at some point, soon.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

Do you think we can? Where does it stop?

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

We can if we try. It stops when we decide to stop it.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

What if we can't?

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

Then it stops when one of us is dead.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

I can't stand the thought of that.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

Then we must stop it. It's only within our power to stop it.

[locked]

[not_myfirstday]

You know sometimes the hurt is okay.

Re: [locked]

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

But if it is not....

[locked]

[not_myfirstday]

I would tell you...

Re: [locked]

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

...All right.

[locked]

[not_myfirstday]

You seem unsure that I'd do that. Tell you that is, the hurting thing well... two way street I think there.

Re: [locked]

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

Trust me--if you hurt me too badly, I will let you know.

[locked]

[not_myfirstday]

I do trust you, which is why I would tell you if you hurt me, and why I think the hurt is okay sometimes. Why do I feel like I've talked myself into a circle?

Re: [locked]

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

Because we both probably have. I'm glad you would tell me.