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He'd come home out of some weird need to find his roots, again. Or something. At the current moment he couldn't remember. Souvenir shops lined the streets he roamed too long ago. The house had burned over three centuries before and even the alleys were swept now. There had been nothing to bury, and no money for more than a mass grave had there been, so there were no markers, nothing to see, nothing to kneel at.
Wandering into the new St. Paul's, built after he left, after the fire that took them, he nonetheless felt something settle. He sat in a pew for hours, trying to remember what it had felt like when he came home, saw this, sat here the first time, a different man. Not Matthew. Not Takezo Kensei. Something else, someone else. A man without country, time, family.
For a time, he'd thought to find it again, but now the dream seemed farther away than it had even when trapped in that cell, and he was cold.
It was well after dusk when he left. He found a pub, a table in a corner, and with a wry smile that cursed all the years in between, he ordered a whiskey and asked the bartender to leave the bottle, working to bury himself in the one thing left that had any familiarity or link to the old.
Wandering into the new St. Paul's, built after he left, after the fire that took them, he nonetheless felt something settle. He sat in a pew for hours, trying to remember what it had felt like when he came home, saw this, sat here the first time, a different man. Not Matthew. Not Takezo Kensei. Something else, someone else. A man without country, time, family.
For a time, he'd thought to find it again, but now the dream seemed farther away than it had even when trapped in that cell, and he was cold.
It was well after dusk when he left. He found a pub, a table in a corner, and with a wry smile that cursed all the years in between, he ordered a whiskey and asked the bartender to leave the bottle, working to bury himself in the one thing left that had any familiarity or link to the old.
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Date: 2007-12-28 11:03 pm (UTC)"Did this last the entirety of your captivity?"
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Date: 2007-12-29 06:02 am (UTC)He shrugged and drained his glass in one long gulp, the burn helping to steady him. "Yes. More or less. There would be months with nothing, then it would start again."
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Date: 2007-12-29 09:24 pm (UTC)The Rani sat back in her chair again, watching Adam. "Regardless. Even in a genuine scientific inquiry, once the questions have been satisfied, continued experimentation is just so much cruelty. It's needless. It shouldn't have continued."
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Date: 2007-12-30 01:44 am (UTC)"For genuine scientific inquiry, I would have given them what they needed," he said softly. "But what they wanted was not...They couldn't kill me, but they wanted me to suffer for my sins."
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Date: 2007-12-30 01:55 am (UTC)She sipped her whiskey, listening, her eyes tightening a bit. "I see. I'm rather not a fan of those who would decide the sins of others, and make them suffer for them as a result. And when I say I'm not a fan? I mean I want them wiped out."
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Date: 2007-12-30 05:12 am (UTC)His head tilted, and the smile turned cold, eyes icy with something more than hate, betrayal and pain darkening it further. "That is generally my plan."
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Date: 2007-12-31 02:47 am (UTC)"I was hoping you would."
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Date: 2007-12-31 03:49 am (UTC)"For...?"
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Date: 2007-12-31 05:52 am (UTC)And yet she did not extricate her hand from his, and she in fact used her free hand to raise her glass to her lips again.
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Date: 2007-12-31 06:17 am (UTC)"And I find temptation hard to resist, even when sober..."
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Date: 2007-12-31 07:24 am (UTC)"That we do," she murmured, the fingertips of her free hand trailing down her collar... before popping open the topmost button.
"...no matter how much we're tested, mmm?"
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Date: 2008-01-04 07:11 pm (UTC)"We're stronger than our baser urges."
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Date: 2008-01-04 07:50 pm (UTC)"I'd like to think so, yes," she murmured, gently withdrawing her finger from his mouth and tracing along his lower lip.
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