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He'd come home out of some weird need to find his roots, again. Or something. At the current moment he couldn't remember. Souvenir shops lined the streets he roamed too long ago. The house had burned over three centuries before and even the alleys were swept now. There had been nothing to bury, and no money for more than a mass grave had there been, so there were no markers, nothing to see, nothing to kneel at.
Wandering into the new St. Paul's, built after he left, after the fire that took them, he nonetheless felt something settle. He sat in a pew for hours, trying to remember what it had felt like when he came home, saw this, sat here the first time, a different man. Not Matthew. Not Takezo Kensei. Something else, someone else. A man without country, time, family.
For a time, he'd thought to find it again, but now the dream seemed farther away than it had even when trapped in that cell, and he was cold.
It was well after dusk when he left. He found a pub, a table in a corner, and with a wry smile that cursed all the years in between, he ordered a whiskey and asked the bartender to leave the bottle, working to bury himself in the one thing left that had any familiarity or link to the old.
Wandering into the new St. Paul's, built after he left, after the fire that took them, he nonetheless felt something settle. He sat in a pew for hours, trying to remember what it had felt like when he came home, saw this, sat here the first time, a different man. Not Matthew. Not Takezo Kensei. Something else, someone else. A man without country, time, family.
For a time, he'd thought to find it again, but now the dream seemed farther away than it had even when trapped in that cell, and he was cold.
It was well after dusk when he left. He found a pub, a table in a corner, and with a wry smile that cursed all the years in between, he ordered a whiskey and asked the bartender to leave the bottle, working to bury himself in the one thing left that had any familiarity or link to the old.
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Date: 2008-02-24 07:31 pm (UTC)"Are you alright, Adam?"
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Date: 2008-02-24 11:15 pm (UTC)She paused again after that, before crossing her legs under the table and leaning back in the seat again as she began to talk. "I'm presuming that even with your abilities, there is some form of death involved. You suffocate, black out, and are for all intents and purposes dead, yeah?"
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Date: 2008-02-25 01:41 am (UTC)"Yes. Or starve, though there wasn't enough time for that, really. Only when air got in did I revive again."
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Date: 2008-02-26 12:20 am (UTC)This was more difficult to explain than she had thought. It was really more of a separate plane of existence than anything else, and she shouldn't be surprised that the metaphysical self's memories and experiences didn't translate over into that of the conscious mind.
She paused for a moment, trying to think of a way to explain it better, but words seemed to be failing her this time around. "From what I understand, the spiritual consciousness still has the same knowledge and experiences that the conscious mind has, so it can use those resources to their advantage, but when the soul and body rejoin, the memories aren't present."
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