Jan. 24th, 2008

OOC: Yay!

Jan. 24th, 2008 02:50 am
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Look what Isaac's mun wrote me to cheer me up!! :-)

Isaac/Adam/Peter.

Very yum.

Adam says he'll be in his bunk.

*so much love*

Go. Read. Love.
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"Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed". -G. K. Chesterton

He waits now, always. There are shadows that make him skittish, imagining a blade within them. Where before, eternity stretched out at his fingertips dragging on with limitless possibilities, he feels now that he treads lightly forward on borrowed time. He listens, always alert, breathing slow and shallow, as soft as he can make it so it won't cover the whisper of sound of time about to stop.

It's futile, though. When time stops, he'll never know it, he'll have no warning. He's clawed his way back into this world, holding tightly to renewed life, but in an instant it could be gone. It is a frightening glimmer of mortality that haunts his steps now. Once escaped, he cannot truly think he'll be imprisoned again. It won't be a captor that comes for him, hand on his shoulder, fingers cutting in with a passion born from twisted responsibility. It will be Death.

Time was not the dragon, not truly. He was, always, and now he knows himself to be hunted. An empty grave lies waiting for him, and the hero has always known how it must end, if it is to truly be over. A blade, his blade no less, swift and sure. It won't be fair, steel to steel. He won't even see it coming, he knows. A breath, a moment frozen, a flash of steel, and the dragon will fall. Today. Tomorrow. A week from now. A month. A year. A century. It doesn't matter, when time dances at the hero's will, and he can skip across it like a stone across a lake, never resting. Wherever the dragon goes, he will be found. However long the hunt takes, one day it will be over.

Even he knows enough to know that is how the story must end. It is just a matter of time.

330 words
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I don't bruise, but, yes.

... Oh. You want more than that? All right.

It isn't that it is all I enjoy. I can do soft and gentle or slow and sensual. You live as long as I do, and you find that it really is nice to mix it up. Pandering to a lover's pleasure can be a satisfying experience. Playing the game they want, catering to them, finding the unique rhythm that each person sets. It's far too easy to let it become repetitive, ritual even, and if you think that is a problem in most mortal marriages--imagine what it is like from the viewpoint of those of us who live so much longer. So an individual focus, I find, serves me well, because every person is a collection of kinks and pleasure points, and the combinations they come in are as unique as the individual bearing them.

Pain is one of mine, as many of my lovers figure out, eventually. I like to hurt. I like to be hurt. I don't like safe words. I want someone to trust me, and for me to trust them, to the point that we don't need such things, to where there are no boundaries, and if I fly beyond their comfort level, I want them to know I'll bring them back...safe. Whole. Even if I break you, I'll mend the pieces, I promise, and if you let me, there's a good chance I'll let you return the favor.

That, of course, flies far beyond the question, which was regarding rough, bruising sex. Sex that's about need, not seduction. It's desperate. It needs no toys, no whips or blades. No handcuffs, no props of any sort. Just two bodies that care more about connection than lubrication, that need to drive themselves into one another and try and break on each other. The need to be one outweighing the need for finesse. It isn't about skill; it's about passion. It hurts, but not in the way of intentional infliction, not that sharp, sweet thrill mixed with the exquisite taste of fear. It's skin and sweat and nature's slickness and finding you're ready when maybe you thought you weren't. It's possession. It's leaving marks that let you trace where you've been, digging down deep into someone's soul and catching on to them and not letting go.

It's a beautiful thing all on its own. Of course I enjoy it. I can't imagine a person in their right mind who wouldn't truly, at least with the right person, the person that makes you crazy with need, drives you out of your mind with desire. Find that, and that exquisite roughness will come. There's time, later for softer words and slipping over each other and gentle kisses nibbling over skin. I need to be needed. I want to be wanted. Like that, desperate, driving, bring you to your knees passion. There's nothing else in the world like it.
changehistory: (Uncertainty)
Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses
1. Financial Situation - 92.3%
2. Adventurousness - 91.7%
3. Appearance - 87.5%
4. Independence - 85.7%
5. Confidence - 77.8%
1. Arrogance - 87.5%
2. Vanity - 66.7%
3. Temper - 62.5%
4. Negative Reputation - 55.6%
5. Selfishness - 54.5%


Dating Strengths Explained
Financial Situation - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid men who are only interested in your money.
Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life.
Appearance - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities.
Independence - Your strong sense of independence comes in handy while dating. You are not held back or tied down; you are free to pursue your interests.
Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date.

Dating Weaknesses Explained
Arrogance - You are a bit full of yourself. You need to practice a little humility now and then, as arrogance can be a turn-off.
Vanity - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial.
Temper - You need to work on controlling your temper. Don't let your anger get the best of you. A calm and rational persona is important when dating.
Negative Reputation - Your reputation may be working against you. Sometimes this is impossible to control, but try to counter-act it by presenting yourself in positive ways.
Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to his needs.

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I am not vain. I care about my appearance--that's a positive in the first one, yes? But vanity? Bah. Besides, the thing made you choose "gay" or "heterosexual." I disagree on principle with its labeling system.

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