Unfortunately, that didn't happen. And I spent way too many months wondering if there really was something wrong with me. I know there isn't, now, but god, I could have done without that. I don't know if Mom expects me to welcome her back with open arms or what, but... what a mess.
Something tells me you weren't exactly expecting your friends to turn against you. Look, I don't blame you, okay? And I ended up being a pretty big pawn in all of their crazy plans.
I hate to say this, but you're not infallible. We all take those risks. We all have to trust someone, sometime. Otherwise, we go through life completely alone, and that's... that's a terrible way to be.
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Date: 2008-01-04 10:09 pm (UTC)Yes, it would have.
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Date: 2008-01-04 10:58 pm (UTC)Unfortunately, that didn't happen. And I spent way too many months wondering if there really was something wrong with me. I know there isn't, now, but god, I could have done without that. I don't know if Mom expects me to welcome her back with open arms or what, but... what a mess.
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Date: 2008-01-04 11:13 pm (UTC)I'm sorry.
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Date: 2008-01-05 12:43 pm (UTC)Okay, wait. *firm* You need to stop taking the blame for what they did. You had absolutely no control over what they did while you were locked away!
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Date: 2008-01-05 06:43 pm (UTC)I let them lock me away. I am the one who pulled those that turned against me in to everything.
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Date: 2008-01-06 04:06 am (UTC)Something tells me you weren't exactly expecting your friends to turn against you. Look, I don't blame you, okay? And I ended up being a pretty big pawn in all of their crazy plans.
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Date: 2008-01-06 04:33 am (UTC)Expecting it or not, it happened. My bad judgment.
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Date: 2008-01-06 12:19 pm (UTC)I hate to say this, but you're not infallible. We all take those risks. We all have to trust someone, sometime. Otherwise, we go through life completely alone, and that's... that's a terrible way to be.
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Date: 2008-01-06 05:33 pm (UTC)I've handled it in the past.
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Date: 2008-01-14 12:48 pm (UTC)So what? So you've handled it in the past? You've cut yourself off from human interaction and feeling before? And that's a good thing?
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Date: 2008-01-15 07:12 am (UTC)