From Peter

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I am not: evil.
I love: a chosen few.
I hate: what's becoming of the world.
I fear: anonymity.
I hope: for a better future.
I hear: the sound of the kittens purring
I crave: understanding.
I regret: nothing.
I cry: rarely.
I care: more than people think I do.
I always: keep hoping.
I believe: in myself.
I feel alone: always.
I listen: to my instincts.
I hide: from no one and everyone.
I drive: a very fast car.
I sing: at the bar.
I dance: quite well, but not often enough.
I write: letters I never send to people who no longer care to receive them.
I play: a lot of games.
I miss: my family.
I search: for the way to fix it.
I learn: constantly. Life is about learning.
I feel: ...old.
I know: that I have things to teach, if people would choose to listen and learn.
I say: things no one else is willing to.
I succeed: when I remember who I am.
I dream: of peace on a new earth.
I wonder: what went differently in that world.
I want: to not be alone.
I have: my sword back.
I give: them something to believe in.
I fell: for the one person who can stop me.
I fight: my darker impulses.
I need: to be loved.,

Comments

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

You know I love you, and I can still say you're young.

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I like to believe you do.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

You like to believe I love you? That doesn't sound very reaffirming you know.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

People have said they loved me before. I like to believe this is different.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

I hope it is, I mean I want you to believe that, to believe in my love for you.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

I think I need to.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

[locked]

Have I upset you? I'd rather you want to instead of needing to.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

[locked]

No, you haven't upset me.

It's more than want. Of course I want to. But I think, for me...it is a need. Something I need to be able to--to learn to do.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

[locked]

I try not to worry, I really do but I wonder if I'm enough sometimes, well a lot of the times. I wonder if you think I expect too much of you.

I understand that sort of need though. I'm leaving the Hub soon. We could talk, if you wanted to.

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[locked]

It isn't a matter of enough, Jack. You are more than enough.


I'd like that.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

[locked]

Should I bring something home? I'm about to leave now.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

[locked]

That would be good. I missed lunch.

[onlysayinghello.livejournal.com]

[locked]

I'll be home soon.

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[locked]

I'll be...here.

[thatsortofpower.livejournal.com]

You should stop wondering... really this is better.

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I know. Or well, I trust you.

[thatsortofpower.livejournal.com]

I'm really glad that you do.

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I've little choice.

[thatsortofpower.livejournal.com]

Maybe I took that the wrong way. I though maybe that was a vague trust thing. But about the other way... yeah I could see how there's not much else to say about that.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

I....trust you in other ways utterly. You know that. There is no one I could ever imagine trusting more.

I just...can't help wondering, even though I do believe you.

[thatsortofpower.livejournal.com]

I could try to show you? I mean I'm not sure... if it would even be there? Any of them, but they're fractured timelines. They existed at some point?

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

I...do you think that's a good idea?

[thatsortofpower.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure? I know you have questions, and it's hard to just hear what I keep saying? I know it would be hard to see it... if it's even there.

I would try though, I mean if it was important for you to see the difference we've made.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

...I don't know. Let me think about it?

[thatsortofpower.livejournal.com]

Take whatever time you need.

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All right.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

I need: to be loved.

I do love you. More than anything.

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I still don't understand why.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

Will you be upset if I say honestly that I do not understand it either? I just know I do.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

No, not upset.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

Perhaps I am insane?

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Perhaps we both are

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

I can't think of too many other people I'd want to be insane with.

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Nor can I.

[powered-otaku.livejournal.com]

So what do you want to do today, Brain?

[wild-maggie.livejournal.com]

Perhaps we should go dancing.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

I would like that.

[wild-maggie.livejournal.com]

It seemed the best way to address many of those things at once.

When and where?

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

Soon, and....I will have to research to find out where.

[wild-maggie.livejournal.com]

All right. Just let me know and I'll be ready.

[changehistory.livejournal.com]

I shall.