[MYL] 39.1 - Make a list of things you can justify

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[ooc: Cross-verse, as it applies]

Please. I can justify anything I choose to. Call this what I will bother with justifying:

1. Killing Kaito Nakamura
2. Killing Harry Fletcher
3. Killing Paula Gramble
4. Killing Carlos Mendez
5. Killing Victoria Pratt
6. Killing whatshername.
7. My plans to kill Bob Bishop.
8. My attack on Angela Petrelli.
9. Forming the Company.
10. My using Maury Parkman.
11. Using Peter to escape.
12. My plans for the virus.
13. Seducing Elle.
14. Joining with White Beard. (I'm feeling nostalgic. Might as well toss it in.)
15. Drugging Hiro.
16. Marrying Yaeko's great-grand daughter.
17. Asking Claire to move in. (Not that needs justification, but I can and will should I be called upon to do so).
18. My arrangement and friendship with Sylar.
19. My school plans.
20. Anything else you feel the need to fucking question me on.

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Oh, others stand out, just not overly positively. There was Helene, who joined a convent after declaring me a demon for our ability. And Maria, who, bless her, did give us two sons, but whom we had to leave. Frederica kept using poisoned makeup and died less than 2 years after we were wed. Another Maria, whom the Yankees killed. Lovely girl, but, again, the marriage was short lived. Louisa drank herself to death after seeing me heal from a gunshot wound. Theresa had me murdered for my money. And Trina...the marriage was only six months long when Hiro's father threw me in that cell. She...I did love her, but there was little time to tell how it would go.

Perhaps Diane and Angelica stand out for their longevity and acceptance of me as I was.

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Understandably so.

Suddenly bachelorhood is seeming all too appealing... If there is one thing I can say for this time, it's that that particular aspect of living has been made simple.

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That much is certainly true. Though, for some reason, I keep...hoping. Foolish, of course.

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If you've managed to keep hope through all you've been through... Foolish or not, I'm rather impressed.

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If I hadn't, I would have gone mad. More mad. Something.

[drunk-notahero.livejournal.com]

You think yourself mad already?

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Oh, I've little doubt of it.

[drunk-notahero.livejournal.com]

...I see.

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I have a theory that anyone immortal is insane, in some way, shape or form. It's a calm sort of madness, though, but....you just cannot see the world the way mortals do anymore.

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So eventually I am to fall prey to this madness as well, if I have not already, and left it unnoticed.

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Perhaps you won't...you have me, after all, where I was alone.

[drunk-notahero.livejournal.com]

True. Perhaps I won't.

But there's always the chance that I will, companionship or not. We may see eye to eye with each other, but that does not mean either of us do the same with the world, which is where the problem lies.


((ooc: Sorry about that deleting post thing... >.<; I can't go back and edit, what with lacking a paid account.))

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True. But I welcome the fresh input. We'll work it out and be stronger for it, both of us.

((ooc: No worries! I have several accounts not paid, too.))

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I should hope so. You seem confident enough in this.

((ooc: None of my accounts are paid for. XD ))

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I am confident in most things.

((ooc: OMG, I would die. Just die. lol))

[drunk-notahero.livejournal.com]

I can tell. *Eyebrow raise*

((ooc: I'm planning on MAYBE upgrading this account and another one. When I stop spending my money on random things like action figures lol. ))

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*grins* It's a nice feeling.


((ooc: I cannot stand the lack of icons or not being able to edit. lol. And am trying v. hard to remind Adam he is not manic with glee over here, too, so he doesn't scare Kensei))

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Which apparently people flock to.


((ooc: I think it's the lack of icons that's driving me towards the paid accounts. I keep seeing so many awesome Kensei icons, and then that horrible reminder pops up, and I just go "nooooooo..."

LOL. I can only imagine what would happen if they actually met somewhere. There would be a lot of poking involved on Kensei's half.))

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Oh, yes. Like moths to flames...


((ooc: Yea, I was bitching Adam's 106 wasn't enough yesterday. LOL

Heee! They so should. *G*)

[drunk-notahero.livejournal.com]

Clearly humble as well.


((ooc: LOL. Only over a hundred...

XD Totally. Where would they go?))

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...We were never humble.

((ooc: It's upsetting when they say no more! LOL

good lord, I don't know. just hanging out would be hilarious. Adam is not allowed to hit on him. Sark is bad enough))

[drunk-notahero.livejournal.com]

No, we weren't. Just assuring things hadn't changed too much.


((ooc: 106 is such a odd number to stop at, too.

Heehee. Kensei hasn't been anywhere yet either, he's only seen stuff from the TV or computer. And Kensei makes no promises on the not hitting on part. LOL ))

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That most certainly hasn't.

[ooc: You get like...2 for every month you renew? So it adds up and you get extra the longer you are paid.

AWWWW. Then they should like...I don't know. Go to Central Park or something with new stuff, but also slightly familiar. And dear god, they are narcissists.]

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Along with what else?


((ooc: Ahh, that makes more sense.

Even in Central Park, he will be like a child on crack. Airplanes, cars, everything. And yes, they are. But I don't blame them. XD))

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Curiosity. Pragmaticism. Making our own rules.

[ooc: Yeah, I'm not 100% how it works, but it's something like that.

HEEEE. That would be so so adorable. And, no. You really can't.]